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Name: Jenny
Birthday: 6/5/1990
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Monday, November 23, 2009

Pooopy

I got a lame score on my Econ midterm =.=

Blah blah, I don't think I would want to major in Econ if I don't get an A in this class.

Haha, now I just have have to study harder for all my finals D:

I don't know what to do anymore.   I was somewhat excited to try to double major but now I don't know anymore.  Gahh, I don't know what I'm going to do with my life.

Hahaha, I could take another Math class.  But I was so excited to be done with Math this quarter.  And if I get below the average on the 2nd midterm then I don't want to do it anymore XP.

Blahh, I guess I give up easily.  Was I always like this?  I don't really care right now.  I would like to do something I'm good at and comfortable with for the rest of my life.  I really don't like feeling confused, and I'm going to die young if I choose to do something that will make me feel that way.

Grr.  Which reminds me.  I'm sooo mad at my Math class because our midterm grades are still not out.  Goshhh, I miss winter quarter 2009.  The grading for Math was soooo fast and the grading for Chem was fast too.  But if I do well I won't mind the slow grading as much but if I do badly, I'm going to be really pissy and complain some more about how long I waited for a bad grade.

Haha, I'm pretty much not satisfied unless I get a good grade like an A.  Lol, I should try harder.  It feels really good to go into a test and actually know what I'm doing.

Omg, Math midterm.  I didn't know anything.  I did the first problem and flipped through the other pages and was like OMG this test is so easy; everyone is going to do well.

Mannn so WRONG in so many ways.  Gosh, I thought I was just going to sit there for the entire time and wait till the time is up.  I was so freaked out!

Yeahhh, most times whenever I feel like I'm going to fail I'd say to myself, "Please at least let me get a C."  When I feel like I'm going to do ehhhh, average, lol, then I'd say, "Please at least let me gt a B."  All in all I always wish I get more than I actually do or what I wish for.  Secretly I'm always hoping I'll get an A. 

Geez, but now I've said it outloud I've just jinxed myself.  This is the reason why I don't like saying it because I'm so superstitious.  But yeah, it's just like whenever you get an A-, you're sooo close to an A and you just wish you did a bit better.

Even classes like ECS when I thought I'd fail in, and I actually got a B in, I'd think to myself mannnn if I just did that one program assignment or if I made the TAs regrade my programs then I could've gotten maybe an B+ or A-.

But yeah, too much rambling blah, blah.  FML, I wish this sucky quarter would just END.  Seriously what a lame quarterrrr.

Ps, I'm at the Shields Library :D

Currently Listening to: 2pm - Hate You ( Lol, how fitting.)


Saturday, November 14, 2009

School and Grades

Freaking shit, I'm so scared for my Math grade.  And these weekly quizzes aren't making it any better.

Daamnnn.  Lol, and that's pretty much it.  Just started thinking about it all of a sudden.  Man, I need to study harder.


Sunday, November 08, 2009

What's up?

Grrr, I'm procrastinating too much and I have a Bio midterm tomorrow.

I need to study but I'm so darn lazy.

If I never procrastinated though, like half of my posts would not exist, lol.

Umm, yeah, so I should start studying now.

Other than that, oh yeah, my blog.  How is it?  Lol, well, yeah.  I would like a scanner please.  I need to hurry up and finish my midterms this week so I can go back home to use my scanner.  I've decided I want to use my own font, but every time I try to make letters on my tablet, it looks so ugly, and the ones I make in my notebook look better.

Overall though, I'm still not happy.  I might finish making my layout but then decide it's ugly all together.  Because at first I wanted all my flowers to be drawn individually but now I think some of them are ugly and that I should have just copied and pasted the nicest flower.  Poopy, and I pretty sure I won't like how my letters will come out when I make them in Photoshop.

Guys (there's really no one because people don't read this blog, which I like), but yeah, I'm in a font slump.

I use to think my fonts actually looked nice.  Everything is just sooo ugly now.

Blah blah, I don't know anymore.  I don't think I knew in the beginning either.

Poopy apartment money problems, poopy midterms, poopy lifeeee.

Yeah, my procrastinating makes me think about bad things, so I should stop.

Haha, but that's not going to happen (or at least anytime soon).

Ps, duuude I'm sooo angry.  My Chem grade is still not up.  This makes me wish I was in Toupadakis' class D:  Man, the curve was better and the grades were up in a couple of hours.  Goshhh, so lameee.  I feel like I have to study harder to get a worse grade because omg I feel like there aren't much resources for me to use besides reading the book.  Grrr, I never read the book when I was in Toupadakis' class.


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Oh I'm Just Procrastinating ... Again

Gahh, Math midterm tomorrow.  It's on series, and I don't like series, T_T.

When I realize how little sleep I'm going to get, I wish I had started studying sooner.

Like earlier today or earlier this week.  Grrr, should have studied Monday.  Man I had nothing to do.

And it's open notes.  We're allowed to have a cheat sheet.

Booo, cheaters!

That means the average may possibly go up or the test is really hard.  FML.

Again, I don't like series, and MyMathLab.  MyMathLab makes me lazy.

So now, I have to cram all the information I didn't bother learning weeks before.

Failure, I feel like I'm winging this test like I do the other tests.

Should I stay up all night like always?  Maybe I'll sleep around 3-4am.

Yes, game plan!

Currently Listening to: a techno song


Sunday, October 11, 2009

So Yeah

I'm in the library, not exactly doing my homework.

Blah, blah.

Yesterday, I went to my friend's party.  You know, I'm not really a big party person.  Shocker, what a surprise, right?  I don't think I have  fun doing anything really, lol.  That's not true but yeah.  Whatever.  The bike ride was somewhat fun but also creepy lol.  I don't like going on bike paths at night.  So empty, people could just pop out from the bushes.

I spent all day today reading manga and drawing daisies in Photoshop.  Yay daisies.

"I'm making daisies come to life."

Yeah, I should be doing Chem homework.  I should also read more.



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