I got a lame score on my Econ midterm =.= Blah blah, I don't think I would want to major in Econ if I don't get an A in this class. Haha, now I just have have to study harder for all my finals D: I don't know what to do anymore. I was somewhat excited to try to double major but now I don't know anymore. Gahh, I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Hahaha, I could take another Math class. But I was so excited to be done with Math this quarter. And if I get below the average on the 2nd midterm then I don't want to do it anymore XP. Blahh, I guess I give up easily. Was I always like this? I don't really care right now. I would like to do something I'm good at and comfortable with for the rest of my life. I really don't like feeling confused, and I'm going to die young if I choose to do something that will make me feel that way. Grr. Which reminds me. I'm sooo mad at my Math class because our midterm grades are still not out. Goshhh, I miss winter quarter 2009. The grading for Math was soooo fast and the grading for Chem was fast too. But if I do well I won't mind the slow grading as much but if I do badly, I'm going to be really pissy and complain some more about how long I waited for a bad grade. Haha, I'm pretty much not satisfied unless I get a good grade like an A. Lol, I should try harder. It feels really good to go into a test and actually know what I'm doing. Omg, Math midterm. I didn't know anything. I did the first problem and flipped through the other pages and was like OMG this test is so easy; everyone is going to do well. Mannn so WRONG in so many ways. Gosh, I thought I was just going to sit there for the entire time and wait till the time is up. I was so freaked out! Yeahhh, most times whenever I feel like I'm going to fail I'd say to myself, "Please at least let me get a C." When I feel like I'm going to do ehhhh, average, lol, then I'd say, "Please at least let me gt a B." All in all I always wish I get more than I actually do or what I wish for. Secretly I'm always hoping I'll get an A. Geez, but now I've said it outloud I've just jinxed myself. This is the reason why I don't like saying it because I'm so superstitious. But yeah, it's just like whenever you get an A-, you're sooo close to an A and you just wish you did a bit better. Even classes like ECS when I thought I'd fail in, and I actually got a B in, I'd think to myself mannnn if I just did that one program assignment or if I made the TAs regrade my programs then I could've gotten maybe an B+ or A-. But yeah, too much rambling blah, blah. FML, I wish this sucky quarter would just END. Seriously what a lame quarterrrr. Ps, I'm at the Shields Library :D Currently Listening to: 2pm - Hate You ( Lol, how fitting.) | 
